AAAAAh here come the negative self-destructive thoughts......I knew they were lurking near even when yesterday I was full of love and optimism.......this is like climate change in my head.
Lets face it. Men will fuck anything......the evidence that I have sent him some photos and no reply kind of hits home how ugly and undesirable I am .........
What am I doing with these men ? why am I doing this......this I guess is my retro-slut phase I guess or shall I say desperate-slut phase....
It is Sunday and I feel extremely lonely............ugly and old.......I feel like I am 50 years old even though that is not very old and I am 32.
This constant search for that person.......Am I the only one who searches this way for that other half?.......Is there such a thing?Do other people search? Or do they fool themselves......I feel that .....there is no one for me.................
No one comes close............I become dissappointed with every man..........The Portuguese especially.........they dont know how to fuck....most of them...............
There is no one for me and no one wants me.....................................
Lets face it. Men will fuck anything......the evidence that I have sent him some photos and no reply kind of hits home how ugly and undesirable I am .........
What am I doing with these men ? why am I doing this......this I guess is my retro-slut phase I guess or shall I say desperate-slut phase....
It is Sunday and I feel extremely lonely............ugly and old.......I feel like I am 50 years old even though that is not very old and I am 32.
This constant search for that person.......Am I the only one who searches this way for that other half?.......Is there such a thing?Do other people search? Or do they fool themselves......I feel that .....there is no one for me.................
No one comes close............I become dissappointed with every man..........The Portuguese especially.........they dont know how to fuck....most of them...............
There is no one for me and no one wants me.....................................
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